Out of the rain

(Inman Perk, 2015)

“We are all apprentices in a craft where no one ever becomes a master.”—Ernest Hemingway

I walked into the coffee shop and was gripped with a sudden shiver. I must have looked like a duck plodding from the cold waters of the Chattahoochee. The aroma of cinnamon, vanilla, baked goods, and coffee enveloped me in a familiar comfort. I walked to the line to order my coffee. The glass encasement filled with muffins, cakes, pies, and other delicacies kept me diverted as I waited my turn. I looked around for a seat. The air was filled with conversations near and far—laughter and the faint sound of an old seventies love song encompassed my presence like an embrace. A couple of ladies got up from their table, Thank goodness, I thought.
In the darker caverns of my mind a thought tried to emerge: the thought of my couch and my bed…a distant bad memory, now. The memory again pushed forward. I had been like a hungry man that walks to the fridge, the cabinets, or the pantry over and over seeing plenty to eat yet nothing will satisfy—I would stare at my keyboard constantly, as if hypnotized by fire. As I entered my favorite old spot—The Inman Perk coffee shop—the scales fell from my mind’s eye. I felt a deep sense of passion welling up from within.
I looked around, as writers often do, and I stared deeply into the patrons and at the antiquated decor. I looked at them and through them. The high ceilings curved at the wall tops—decorated with an early 19thcentury tile system. The rustic wood floors with those square headed nails and uneven boards. I wondered whose hands had once laid the bricks of the old wall that was exposed as a sort of vignette to the rest of the shops style. The scattered couches, chairs, and tables waved to me—I was sure of it. I sipped the coffee and my insides began to warm. I thought of mom giving me hot cream-of-wheat on Saturday mornings as a kid. Live piano music suddenly replaced the background music. So peaceful. Such depth. So many layers of life interacting at once. There I was, a painter with a canvas and too many colors to choose from. What color shall I use for the base coat?
There’s something about a crowd, a place to study people, which at times invigorates my mind and soul. I felt like I was somehow restored to a former joy that was once deep, innate, and so familiar that it lived as a permanent part of me, but somehow I had lost it. My last memory had been the opposite: noise, confusion, rushing people, suffocation—check please!

 

The energy of the room, the return of the sun from its long one week vacation, and the warmth of the coffee became overwhelming. I was at once immersed in a multitude of thoughts, feeling, and stimulations that reminded me of my childhood birthdays. I looked at all the presents; all were pretty, some big, some small, each presenting me with an unknown treasure. If I opened this one…what would come from within?
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S.W. Biddulph

Scott Biddulph is a published writer, author, and poet from North Georgia. He began writing as a youngster and followed his lifelong dream of reaching people through the written word when he returned to The University of North Georgia in 2013 to finish earning his BA/English with a concentration on publication and creative writing. His publications include the following: an eBook, Apples of Gold: A collection of inspirational short stories and poems (Smashwords, 2010) and a paperback, Voices from the Heart, (Createspace, 2012). His poetry is published in Papers and Publications Undergraduate Research Journal. Vol 3 (2014) and the award-winning Chestatee Review (Spring, 2015), among other places (Check his LinkedIn profile for a full list of his publications). He is currently working on publishing poetry, creative non-fiction, academic essays, and his memoir. Scott has also worked as an intern editor for the University of North Georgia Press. As a freelance editor, he has done the layout and design of several books and magazines. He is currently working with several authors on various publication projects in which he is either ghostwriting, editing manuscripts, or doing the layout and design. Scott continues working on his memoir Twisted Ride. He also maintains a Christian blog: A Disciple's Journey. Finally, and most importantly, he is a father, grandfather, husband, and dedicated Harley Davidson rider (with a huge beard). He and his family enjoy the beauty of the North Georgia Mountains where they live—especially their screened in back porch where they love to bird watch. - "I love realism. I love writing about the raw, down-to-Earth, heartfelt realities of life. I love to write in a way that reaches into the human soul. I love to take the greatest pains and struggles in life, and make them a blessing to others. Fantasy is a wonderful, interesting thing—but real life situations, feelings, fears, and dreams are an unexplored ocean of stories that need to be told." ~Scott Biddulph~

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